my heart is bleeding ...
why does it bleed so much ?
i didn even have this feeling even though i broke up
or even i hurt the people around me ..
now ,
i really gonna leave this place .
but yet .
my very best friend left me and go ..
i didn really know what i did .
maybe its really my fault .
ill say sorry .
but i think its useless ..
i just felt heart breaking ..
i donno if she came back from her holidaes ..
but it really hurt me much when she didn even care about me .
days go on without her .
but i dun think i can get use of it .
i gonna leave this place ,
which have my most happy and unhappy memory .
i really cant put everything down .
i really are in pain ..
i hope some one can help me ..
In the end ,
i know that im just a stupid one




Life really go fast
faster then i can react
faster then everything ....

♥ 7:19 AM

todae went out with cythia
dk her name how to spell lols ..
really hard to spell
hahhs
went to CQ to take her pay
then after that went to bishun to eat mos buger !!!
then she start telling me shyt ..
i also tell her alot of shyt hahhs
then she like fukcing stun .
but its ok lorh
the worst is she wanted me to help her complain to change her phone
because of some problem ,
i went home early hahhs
then while i on the train going marsiling ,
she very cute ...
tell me she planing abt how to complain -.-
how stupid and cute hahhs ><
but the bext things of the day will be ....
THE EYELASHES !!!
ask her if u wan to know hahhs (:



Eventhough every thing go smooth
but it really wun get to last too long ):

♥ 3:52 AM

beeen grounded for so fucking long ...
todae just get to get out to meet yunlong for awhile ..
im so fuck up man ..
everyone cant really get to see me ..
ill be going for malysai for 1 year .
dun miss me .
ill get very emotional down if i know people miss me or dun wan me go
just let me leave llike i dun exsit ok ?




things that is coming will come
its cannot be stopped even u do ur best
thats what we called fate

♥ 3:49 AM

♥ 7:50 AM

todae uhh
went to find yunlong at admerity
So good hahhs
we ate kfc .
he brought his bingo out !
the dog
so cute !!
nv bite me hahhs .
then took his cusin car to bugis .
he went to do tatoo !
so nice mans
i think i also going to put one lerh !!
bigbig one !
bigger then him hahhs
Swear to god !
then after that i when to pig's mum shop to pei pig
she alone at shop .
so pitiful .
after that rachel and linda came back from work .
their image at work very stylo .
so beatiful !
LOL !!
clip uo hair n tied hair hahhs .
we slack n wait for her mum to come back
then gone to slack with linda n rachel again .
now ades like everydae with them .
think i like to be beaten by them i think .
hahhs
after that i went home
now im infront of the computer to type this shit .
if not u think where im at again ?
Stupid !!
see ya tml .
tml got work at nite .
so maybe wun post barh !
takecare





Life is sure good !
Tatoo is sure nices
Hahhs

♥ 6:56 AM

Todae almost like whole dae slack with linda n rachel .
Nthing better to say sia .
all i can say is dun slack with them !
they violent .
beat me up lols .
kick n slack n puch !
but i also got bully them hahhs
nthing better to post lerh !
so today off daye !!
Byess !!





They all are quite good frined to me
so ill treasure them (:

♥ 6:54 AM

todae alos slp dao very late hahh !!
then went to find yunlong to eat !
miss the hawayi chicken chop at 131 !!
taste so good !
then after that went out with yunlong to orcid
we intend to go e Bar and Tantrick to find his drink
but its too early .
so we went shoping .
went we came out from the mrt station .
got a lady came by .
and say
"Hello" . Lady
"Yes?" Eric
"Our companz is looking for model and i think u guys suit the model image ."
"Wow , she say we hamsome ehh !! " Eric to yunlong .
"Hahhs ! " Yunglong .
"So i think u should pass by our company and interview for the job " Lady
"OK" Eric
"U can call to this number on the name card ." Lady
"OK , Thx ." Eric & Yunlong .
Then she gone aways .
After that ...
"Ehh she say we hamsome !! u see !! i told u im not ugly !! " Eric
"No larhs . i think she say wrongly . Is im hamsome ! " Yunlong
-.-lll CB
Lols .
its ok lorhhs
after that we went shoping .
yunlong went to see clothing .
we didn buy anything !!
save money .
then we gone down to the company to take a look
We did the interview .
but they say nid pay 680 for the fucking small marketing card .
Fuck up lols .
then we go to tantrick n drop .
So waste of time to go there .
Everyone .
I telling u guys
not to go to b model .
cus very waste of money lol .
N time .
We drank alot sia .
then i like wanna drop .
after a while we took mrt n gone back .
went to find linda at nite also .
lols this time i nv slp hahhs
then we chat until 1 am then go home
Sweet .





LIfe is not boring at all !!
So fun !

♥ 6:45 AM

Todae whole dae slping .
then at nite go slack with linda n rachel if i didn remmeber wrongly .
quite a fun dae hahhs
but dun feel like posting so long .
so byebye !!
hahhs




Life is getting shorter n shoter
must enjoy to our heart content so that we nv regrads

♥ 6:43 AM

Todae morning work n work .
530 wake up jiu work .
really cannot tahan sia ..
ytd play dao very crazy
my bday celebration with brothers hahhs
then todae work dao keep slping .
scary sia .
if my boss come
cmf kena scolding
Lol .
after work jiu go back slp lerh uhh
too tired .
todae is the best day i even had .
yunlong ask me out !
so happy sia .
since so long he called me .
miss him alot as a friend
really dun wanna lost this brother again
ill try my very best .
we when to tantrick at nite .
drink voka
quite nices hahhs .
since got him .
he drunk sia lol !!
so weak !!
hahhhs !!
but nvm .
ill take care of him
hehhs .
after that we go geylang see gal .
but in the end ,
go eat frog leg and go home .
todae very happy !
after drunk jiu go find linda lol !!
then i halfway waitting for her jiu slp lerh
then she came and dun wanna wake me .
let me slp there for 30min .
while waitting ,
she chat with rachel on the phone .
guess she talk alot bad things abt me haha
but its ok .
since im so happy todae !




Friendship will forever last long
even if it wont .
ill make it last long my ownself !
((:

♥ 6:37 AM

Todae went to work in morning as usual
not special happen :X
after that .
when to watch moive in cck !! hahhs !
watched the new moon
with friends
its such a boring show ..
yet someone can tell me edward very hamsome -.-
watching show of see boi d ..
tmd ..
then went out to smoke after the movie .
fuck up things happen .
runie my mood sia .
after that went back wdl walk walk n talk talk
we send mary to 131
after that me linda & kiawei went to block 17 to slack .
dk do what also .
kiawei gone soon .
i n linda slack dao 1am again -.-
Agrghhhh
becus all the slacking .
now i cant get good slp .
and i have been slping onli fews hours each dae -.-
pitiful man :(
but at least got money spent hahhs !!





Happi enough to be Eric
U agree ?
(:

♥ 12:00 AM

Guys .
bak to daily post hahhs .
for the pass few weeks i have been enjoying holidae
but around one month time its going to end
hope holidaes can be longer
but fat hope lols
todae went working at 5.30
so tired
ytd slp so less !!
then go work alrdy boring
therefore bomb linda
ask her wake up pee !!
Hahhs
after 2 msg of bombing and 3 hours ltrs
The first msg she send me was fuck u .
-.-
so piekia
lols .
but not bad uhh
she intend to come down look for me hahhs
so touch !!
but i didn let her come uhh
cus i dun wan ltr she come alone n go back alone .
so pitiful
i dun like .
but i finish work and eatting around 5
then went home change then go 4 the fucking swming
so tired ..
slp not even 3 hours ytd and have to turn myself into on mode for 24 hours ..
worst then hell .
then after useing too much force for swming .
things bad happen -.-
i got cramp and cant swming lols .
almost drown .
lucky my swming teacher was there ..
he gave me swiming borad .
but no use .
then he say ,
'Aiyo . go there larh u !!'
then he pushed me hard lols !!
i just got push hard all the way to the end .
lmao -.-
so pity myself .
then after that went to meet linda and rachel hahhs
time go fast
smoking with them then chat chat
got punch and kicked , slap and slashed by them ,
so pity .
they say they anti boi ehh .
who not happi can go find them hahhs
then around 11 mary came !!
then after that kiawei !
so long nv see them
miss them lots .
as a friend .
dun anyhow think .
cb . dun think i sisssy i smack some sense into u .
then around half an hour we went home .
now im typing uhh after having my bath hahhs
so nices .
todae linda ask me wanna what things for x'mas .
i tell no nid hahhs just come for my bday on 15
but she like so insist ehh
crazy person .
hahhs
i plan to gift mary a watch from carin blogshop
then she very happy
even offer to kiss me on my face hha !!
dun dare accpect ! hahhs !!
anyway . todae was alot of a fun
Luv u guys .
not whack uhh . hhahhs
Takecare !!





Life is getting better and better !
hope our friendship will last forever
hahhs
also hope there are alot of things to do with them
Have fun guys !
i wan big big bday present !

♥ 8:01 AM

Now finally got the mood to post blog ,
sorry for being away so long lols .
guess no body been looking forward to it too .
Nvm start from now on ill try my best to post .
But i dun think it will last very long hahhs .
Just look forward to it .
dun look backwards (:
todae All the way rooting at home .
Then finally at nite .
Monkey called me !!
Lols he finally ask me come out for so long .
really missed him .
then we smoke and chat abit .
finally discover that i miss out alot of fun .
Hope my friend get at least a bit of gut to ask me go slack .
now ades work , drink , smoke n use computer .
like no life .
but from monkey ,
i get to know that they are celebrate my bdae on the 5
along with his (:
sososo good !
Expected to have 10 bottle waitting for me hahhs !
This time round i wun be going down !












This month really giving me alot of happy moment
Although there are some sadness things
but its ok !
i alrady go over with it .
Hehs going slp now .
Tml working again .
Takecare !!
Eric .Siaokia
&
Eric .SiaoLang

♥ 8:20 AM

Todae is another Bornign dae .
rot at home so long .
Then finally mary ask me go out !!
Hahs
i think i fall in love with her !
AS A FRIEND HAHHS!!
Then after that we go find linda .
Not bad !
Slack dao late late !
We eat snakc and chat all the way although mary went back early
Then we smoke navi
Linda still dare tell me it taste good lols .
In the end she crush 8 stick .
What a waste .
the she still tell me I Luv you
Not the love uhh
Dun anyhow think .
Is i whack u . lols LUV ! hokkien







Life is In Black and white .
Only friends can add colours into my life (:
Hope to find my gals that i and her could give 100% to each others

♥ 8:26 AM